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Buying condoms. Is there someone who never had it? Actually, I shall ask, is there any boy who hadn't this fear when he first had to buy his condoms on his own? XD I did. I am still a virgin, ooo, don't shout like that. I've bought them today. But I was trying to buy them for weeeeeks. Like really... weeks.
But why? Because I've been told I should get to know how to use them. So that's what I've bought them for. Plus... I guess I had to conquer this fear somehow...
I kept postponing this moment either by saying it's not the right moment, or I don't have money. There were quite a few times when I told myself I can spend the money on other stuff. But then there was this fear when I was getting in the drug store or a regular store that the pharmacist/ seller was gonna look at me in a weird way. Or that someone in the store was gonna look at me in a weird way. Or anything. Of course it was just me and my thoughts.
Buying condoms. Is there someone who never had it? Actually, I shall ask, is there any boy who hadn't this fear when he first had to buy his condoms on his own? XD I did. I am still a virgin, ooo, don't shout like that. I've bought them today. But I was trying to buy them for weeeeeks. Like really... weeks.
But why? Because I've been told I should get to know how to use them. So that's what I've bought them for. Plus... I guess I had to conquer this fear somehow...I kept postponing this moment either by saying it's not the right moment, or I don't have money. There were quite a few times when I told myself I can spend the money on other stuff. But then there was this fear when I was getting in the drug store or a regular store that the pharmacist/ seller was gonna look at me in a weird way. Or that someone in the store was gonna look at me in a weird way. Or anything. Of course it was just me and my thoughts.


