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There have been months since I have last changed the blog appearance and that's why I decided to do something, since I am back. What has been done? I've made a new banner, a new logo, a new read on button which now says Read entirely and 8 new wallpapers with positive messages. I'm looking forward to hearing your opinion.

Ah, and from my inspiration, a new motto has come out. It is shorter, but in my opinion, it better expresses the idea of the last motto "Paint your own Life and Live in your own World!"

"Life is to be painted upon our will" is way more plastic and has a greater effect. Meh, I don't even think you care that much anyway.

Just a small thing before I end this post: Wallpapers' resolution is 1280x800 px.

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For those of you who have no idea what the song says, it doesn't matter actually. The idea is that there are some short gay-themed scenes at 2:17, 2:20, and 3:46 in this music video ever since 2002, and we're in 2011 and Romania it is still a pretty homophobic country.

Nevertheless the song as well as the music song were and still are very popular in Romania.

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I have read this on Stoicescu’s blog and I said to myself ‘Finally, a campaign I am proud of against discrimination and for letting people know sexuality is a part of us.
But wait, do you think the joy has lasted? Obviously the Orthodox Church doesn’t have better things to do but comment, and here it is the reaction to the campaign that has been barely initialized.

Let’s start with the first paragraph:

„This campaign aims the Romanian gay community and has been started by...”.

I have no idea where you guys popped this idea from, but damn, you’re stupid. The campaign doesn’t aim the gay community, but the whole society, especially the part that still didn’t get the fact that sexuality is something we all get when we are born. Cause this part of the society likes to continue living blind in this world.

Church’s representatives consider regrettable the fact that in a public place such panel has been exposed, perchance or not, exactly in the period in which the Orthodox Christians are ready to celebrate Easter.

So what? Dude I can’t stop laughing my ass out. First off, public space doesn’t belong to the Church, so it should shut the fuck up. When those panels will be exposed in their churches then they will have the right to speak. Second where are we supposed to expose those? Obviously, the campaign wishes to inform people about certain thing so the place the panels are exposed is right. Thirdly, perchance or not, Orthodox shall stop being so egocentrics, because they are not the most important cult in this world, and stop having this illusion that everything is against them. It is already a cliché. So give us a break.

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While this post doesn't belong to me, I find it interesting and that's why I'd like to share it with you. Credits goes to Shannon on his blog, here.

A while ago on Formspring I was asked if I thought teenagers should watch porn?

It's an interesting question and in the light of the recent posts on the rise of barebacking porn I thought it was an interesting question to look at in some depth. Based on your responses it seems that the topic of porn is something that a lot of people have been thinking about.

One of the points I raised in the earlier posts is that for young people porn is often misleading. Porn regardless of it's orientation presents a fantasized, glamorized representation of sex.

Porn never shows the slip ups, the slip ins, the bumping heads and sports injuries.

When I was first exploring my attraction to guys, porn was one of the first things I encountered. Interestingly enough it was not a DVD but a documentary on mainstream television on Gay Porn that I saw. I remember a cut down scene of two buff looking guys making out in a jeep. My curiosity was sparked. The first DVD was a Lucas Ridgestone classic from Bel Ami.

The problem with porn is that it's not real and when you are just beginning to explore your sexuality porn offers you a distorted view of what sex really is. Most porn scenes are formulaic, with close ups, soft focus, and positions that would make even an Olympic gymnast blush. They don't deal with the morning after or the emotional consequences of sex.

The simple fact is that porn no matter how hot, polished or buff can ever convey the true joy of sex with somebody you are in love with. It can never convey the pounding of your heart as you touch for the first time on the dancefloor or the raw lust of an encounter in the alley behind the club. Porn can show sex but not intimacy.

Sex can be about much more than oral, anal, cum.

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I’m a lesbian, so I must have a crush on every girl I see.

I have alot of guy friends, so I must be fucking every single one of them.

I smile alot, so I must have the perfect life.

I listen to reggae, so I must be a stoner.

My opinion matters, so I must be a snob.

I’m black, so I must be ghetto.

I’m black, so I must be stupid.

I’m Mexican, so I must be low class.

I’m bisexual, so I must get around.

I’m straight up blunt, so I must be a bitch.

I like to drink, so I must be an alcoholic.

I don’t hang out with guys, so I must be a lesbian.

I cut myself, so I must be emo.

I’m bisexual, so I must be fucking my straight best friend.

I laugh and smile, so I cannot be depressed.

I like spending my day at home, so I don’t have any friends.

Sexy underwear is sexy!

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Two months in which I barely wrote a post. Is this the right moment for me to leave? Should I give up on blogging? XD Neh, I won't. There are still people who read me and they ask me what's going on and why I haven't written anything for such a long time. I'll self set my target to 5 posts a month at least! Bring me cookies already!

Let's talk about me, bitches!
1.How does my life as a teenager go.

I've already told you I met the creature (Asia), but I had to remember that by reading my last posts, because I was not sure if you already knew that. She made up on me, now it's my turn to make up on her, cause I missed the fun. I'm not that specific, but it doesn't matter.

Date. Actually dates. Two of them. With the same guy. It was awesome, obviously, I know how to choose 'em. I didn't eat so much in such a long time. Cheese cake, pumpkin pie, pretzels, croissants and some other sweets, plus the park, swings, Springtime, and "Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!" are only a few words that could describe the dates. Plus a lot of fun and English. Soooo cool and I can say that they were the best dates i had so far! (I know you read my blog XD, so beware!!!)