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It makes me smile when I see other people smiling. It makes me smile when I make other people smile. It makes me smile when I see other people helping other people. It makes me smile when I help other people. It makes me smile when the sun gets me warm on Spring, a shy rain wets me on Fall and beautiful snowflakes cover the ground on Winter. It makes me smile when I think of people I care about or moments that really helped me see the things in a different way. It makes me grin when other people smile at me, and it makes me awkwardly happy when boys smile at me. It makes me smile when I see BL and Yaoi pictures. It makes me smile when I see foreign tourists in my city or when I hear then talking. It makes me smile anything related to UK. It cheers me up when I listen to old good music and makes me dance when I listen to awesome new songs. It also makes me dance when all these things happen. And it makes me keep my hope the thought that any day can be a another chance for me to make a difference.

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I was thinking on all the greetings we keep saying during different holidays. "Try to understand, forgive, be happy, me grateful." Like we should be this way just during those holidays. During the holidays we should be Mr. perfect, but in any other day we can be as evil as we want.

"Because it's Christmas/Easter I wish you prosperity, health, strength, I wish you are loved etc...". Yeah, just with these occasions, because if you'd ask me some other time I'd say I hate you and don't give a fuck about you.

There's also that ad on TV for Tuborg Christmas Brew Edition Beer that says "Be nice and be yourself because it's Christmas" like we are not ourselves during the year and we are stupid enough not to buy their beer.

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So what are we watching this Christmas again (even if it's pretty old, I'll make it a tradition to watch this movie on Christmas time) ? I present you a movie. I won't say it's nice, funny, romantic, adorable and pretty weird. Ooops. Anyway, each of you might like it more or less, depending on each person's tastes.


It's called Make the yuletide gay.
Short review: When I saw it the first time I loved it. The second time it remembered me about beautiful moments. A decent story, not such a drama, maybe seem a bit like a cliché, but it's unique because it contains 2 themes I love: Gay Love and Christmas. I recommend it to everyone, the trailer is down here and even if you already watched it, do it again because I said so :P

If you don't wanna download buy it from different places, I've a link for you that might come in handy. You just have to make sure you get to the video, having to fight against ads and other pop-ups. Just don't click anything suspicious, close the pop-ups.

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Bro, can't you see I haven't written anything in 2 weeks already? I beg my pardon, but this is so impolite coming from me! Because I've been impressingly fine. And I had enough time and a lot of laziness.

In the mean time while I'm sure you were worried about me (not) and that you missed me (not) and you were so close to phoning police and file a paper of my disappearance (not not not), I was perfectly fine, enjoying countless omelettes, made on my own secret recipe. I invented it, hehe. And I enjoyed the snow. And I really wanted to write a post about the first snow, but I didn't. I was too lazy. Fuck me! And I met some pretty interesting people, and I received some presents, but I also gave out some presents even though I remained with no money in my pocket.


Beside these things, I got myself a new pair of trousers.(Actually Santa did.) Ha! My ass looks smaller now and more fuckable, hence I lost some weight and the trousers are 4 numbers smaller than my last ones. And I partied so much it started to hurt. For real!

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And if you liked the first clip, this one will make you smile even more! Enjoy and fuck h8!



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Si dacã v-a plãcut primul clip, al doilea o sã vã facã sã zâmbiti si mai tare. :D Enjoy!

Fuck H8!


~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

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And when I was just about to affirm that I can see a better world, I just happened to be the protagonist of a not-so-nice moment. Shall I tell you?

Recently I've got a book as a reward about HIV+ teens integration in the society that I've already finished. But hence I'm pretty lazy at home, I read it in the subways and buses.

And as I was sitting on one of the seats Saturday Morning reading the book, 2 guys get closer to me and start talking. Soon one of them leans over to see what I'm reading. Surprisingly is not the fact that they were like "HIV!!!?" but that they started talking about me, right next to me, and I could hear it all!

"Can't you see how he looks? That's it, if he fucked his mouth up... He should learn how to use a condom." So this is what I could understand from what he said:

1. First off, definitely, I am HIV+/ I have AIDS because I'm reading a book. Which also means that if you read a crimes book you're a criminal or if you buy a porn magazine you are a porn star.

2. I'm ugly as hell. Can't you see how I look? Like I'm the ugliest person in the whole world.
And just when I thought I was looking pretty decent. Of course I'm ugly because of first point.

3. I had my mouth fucked... which means I'm a cunt at my age. Obviously, if you read a book about HIV you have already fucked with the whole city, you have no idea what is a condom and how to use it and that you, summing them all up, are HIV+ and/or have AIDS and are a cunt.

4. Definitely, HIV and AIDS cannot be contacted through injections, transfusions, birth, or any other place from where you could contact infected blood. Nooo way, sir! Only if you get your mouth fucked (so if you're gay, hence I'm a boy)... hopefully, straight people are safe. They can't contact the virus. So pure and innocent they are!