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Haven't you found your answers yet? Maybe you haven't searched in the correct place.
What about now?

Maybe I should help you a bit, eh?

(Thanks Kirai, without you I wouldn't have what to answer to)
How long has it been since you discovered that you are homosexual?
It's been a few years since I've realized what I really am, but it's been over 10 years since I've found men's body interesting.

What made you notice that?
I was very curious to find out things that were hidden to my acknowledge... especially things related to men. So, that's how I got interested in my dad's body and later on, in other men's body. I've soon realized I was more attracted to boys than to girls.

Nevertheless, a hint I was different is the fact that I was ashamed to change together with the boys in the locker rooms. I didn't like to let them see my body...Oh. and of course, I didn't feel attracted to girls. No matter how much I tried to find them attractive to me, they were only... beautiful. Nothing more.

Did you ever wanted to be a woman?
Yes, because I wanted to make boys like me. That's what I've seen around me: boys were attracted to girls and viceversa. That's how the normal people seemed to me.

Will you make a gender change one day O.o ?
No, why would I? God wanted me to be a boy, and if He wanted me to be gay too then let's cheer, shall we? Anyway, I like being a boy, cause I can understand both parts, women and men.

Do you watch yaoi?
I watch yaoi movies, but not anime. I didn't have the chance to. But I also read a lot of Yaoi recently.

Did you ever suffer from the fact that you like guys?
No, because not everyone does know this fact. Only a few close friends and some adults. In love I suffered a bit because of him. I've cried, I've missed him, but I'm not sure we shared the feelings.

Why did you decide to make this blog?
I wanted to share my thoughts with someone. With you, my dear readers.

Do you like cookies?
Yeah, all kinds of cookies.

Would you suggest perverted actions in bed with guys?
Maybe :))

Who was the first person you told you are gay?
A special person for me. A teacher.

Do you intend to get married with a guy?
If it will be possible, yeah, why not? But I don't think marriage should represent a barrier for us. We can love each other and live together without getting married. And till I get married, I must find someone to live with first, don't you think?

What's your secret fantasy that you want to make reality? Describe it.
Such nosy readers I have XD. There are... many. But there is one fantasy where one of us tells each other's in the ear "I love you" and then we remain embraced together for the eternity. Naked, but without doing anything. So we can feel each other's body, to feel each other's heartbeat. To show each other that we can love without making love.
Did you think I would give details about how I'd like to make love :)) ?

Still have questions? Drop them below, I'll answer.

Românã
Nu v-ati gãsit încã rãspunsurile? Poate nu ati cãutat încã unde trebuia.

Nici acum?

Poate cã ar trebui totusi sã vã ajut.

(Thanks Kirai, fãrã tine nu aveam la ce sã rãspund.)
De cât timp ai realizat cã esti homosexual?
Pãi au trecut câtiva ani de când stiu ce sunt, însã sã tot fie 10 ani de când am simtit prima datã o curiozitate spre corpul bãrbatilor.

Ce te-a facut sã realizezi asta?
Aveam o curiozitate uimitoare pentru lucrurile ce îmi erau ascunse, ca orice copil de 5-6 ani. Numai ca nu ma interesa cum aratã doamnele, ci cum aratã domnii. Asa cã pe atunci am dezvoltat o curiozitate pentru corpul tatalui meu, iar apoi, în anii urmãtori am continuat sã ma simt atras de bãieti, sã îi apreciez pe acestia mai mult decat pe fete.

Cu toate acestea, îmi era rusine sã mã expun în fata bãietilor dezbrãcat. Cred cã si asta a fost un semn cã sunt homosexual.
Si poate în ultimul rând faptul cã nu mã atrãgeau fetele. Oricât de mult încercam sã le gãsesc fascinante, sã ma excite, sã îmi placã... nu reuseam.

Ai vrut vreodatã sã fi femeie?
A fost un timp în care am vrut sã fiu fatã ca sã pot sã îi atrag pe bãieti. Asa stiam, cã bãietii pot fi atrasi doar de fete si invers. Lumea normala asa era.

Îti vei schimba sexul într-o zi ?
Nu, de ce as face-o? :D Dumnezeu a vrut ca eu sa fiu bãiat. Si dacã tot el a vrut sã fiu gay, atunci înseamnã cã stie El de ce. Si oricum... îmi place sã fiu bãiat cã pot întelege si femeile si bãrbatii.

Urmãresti Yaoi?
Depinde la ce te referi. Urmãresc filme Yaoi, dar nu desene animate. Adica, cel putin pana acum nu am avut sansa. Dar as urmari, pentru ca imi plac.
În schimb citesc mult Yaoi în ultimul timp.

Ai suferit din cauza faptului cã îti plac bãietii?
Nu, pentru cã nu stie chiar toatã lumea acest lucru. Doar câtiva prieteni foarte apropiati si câtiva adulti. În dragoste am suferit putin, din cauza lui. Am plâns, i-am dus dorul, însã nu am certitudinea cã sentimentele au fost reciproce.

De ce ai decis sã pornesti acest blog?
Pentru cã am simtit cã vreau sã împart cuiva ceea ce gândesc. Iar acum am cui. Vouã! Cititorilor mei.

Do you like cookies?
Yes! All kind of cookies.

Ai sugera actiuni perverse in pat cu baietii?
Poate. :))

Cui i-ai spus prima data cã esti gay?
Unei persoane speciale pentru mine. O profesoara.

Intentionezi sã te cãsãtoresti cu un bãrbat?
Dacã va fi posibil, de ce nu? Desi nu cred cã o cãsãtorie ar trebui sã reprezinte un impediment pentru noi. Putem fi fericiti si fãrã. Iar pânã la cãsãtorie... trebuie sã gãsesc pe cineva.

Care este fantezia pe care vrei sã o aduci la realitate? Descri-o!
Ce cititori bãgãciosi XD. Sunt... sunt multe. Dar am o fantezie în care unul dintre noi sopteste celuilalt "Te iubesc" la ureche, apoi rãmânem îmbrãtisati astfel pentru o eternitate. Dezbrãcati, dar fãrã a face nimic. Pentru a ne putea simti cãldura corpurilor, pentru a putea simti bãtãile inimilor noastre. Sã arãtãm cã ne putem iubi, fãrã a face dragoste.
o.O Ce credeati? Cã o sã dau detalii despre cum vreau sã fac dragoste :))?

Mai aveti întrebãri? Aruncati-le mai jos, eu voi rãspunde.


~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."