English:
As the new year approaches I would like to wish everyone a Happy Meow (New) Year! And wish you to never forget how to smile. Because it's priceless. As well as your health and happiness.


This is probably the last post this year so I'd like to take a few lines to say a few words about the future plans with this blog and some other useless crap that you probably don't care about...

1.It's already been 2 months since the blog has been officially launched. I just wish I will be able to maintain it active and... interesting.
2.New stuff coming in the next weeks. Some worth mentioning: Changing the blog to a bilingual one (both Romanian and English), Including the blog to more tracking sites, etc.
3.Thanks everyone for the support especially those people who are following me, and those who comment. They keep me posting all the stuff I am posting.

Don't forget to smile.
Happy Meow Year.

P.S.: The blog's translation has already began and soon it will be available in the 2 languages. Stay tuned!




~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

English
A funny yet difficult question that came into my mind yesterday evening was "What if I was straight?".



Funny. I've been asking myself many questions, but never tried to answer this one.
Can I ever be straight? That's a No. Can I be bisexual? I don't know. It's funny. I feel like talking to someone, but it's just me. Me, myself and I. And my laptop. It knows me perfectly. It knows what I'm watching, what I'm listening, who am I talking to, how do I look, how do I write. I think I owe my laptop big time. It knows the most of me. Anyway, being straight seems like a funny challenge for me.

Hmm, hi everyone. Ya, I know. I'm back. Fresh, happy and willing to smile.
I am so fucked up... in a good way. First of all, Merry Christmas dudes. A bit late, but that doesn't matter. Secondly, I wish you were happy this Christmas. Now let's return to the boring stuff.

Vienna was amazing. Budapest was great. The holiday was incredibly... gorgeous. I've seen Schonbrunn and Hofburg Palaces. I've seen many Xmas Squares with interesting souvenirs and traditional food. I've tried some... really impressive.

What else shall I say? Go there if you can, it's worth it. Never come to Romania instead of going anywhere else. They have cookies, we don't, ROFL. There are some places worth to be visited here as well, so don't take it serious.

Guess what? The day has come. I'll be back next week. Until then please take care of you, enjoy the winter, the holidays, and be happy.

Also, here it is the next week's rainbow picture.

Because Christmas is coming soon and I had nothing else to do, I decided to design some wallpapers for you guys, those who read my blog. They are in 3 colors and 2 resolutions (1024x768 and 1280x800). I hope you like them and please encourage me to make more if you like. I can make other models as well.

Edit: Really these days I'm so bored, that I decided to make more. Now there are 2 sets of wallpapers, available in 2 resolutions and 2 languages. I hope you enjoy them ^_^.

1) Christmas Tree Wallpapers




"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

The early snow determined myself to write this post so early. I know Saturday has snowed for the first time, but tonight seriously snowed and the panorama is great. Big snowflakes are now falling from the sky.

Yesterday evening I've went in the park. I enjoyed seeing some people ice-skating, but also took some screenshots with the Christmas Tree. :)
Umm, I just discovered a new feature of my blog (which I'm ashamed I didn't until now), the Read more feature. Umm, so I invite you to press the button to see the rest of the post.

The sun sets once again.
Another day has passed by. Saturday, Budi has helped me to keep my feelings inside by bringing happiness along with her surprise.
But today? I once again cried. I cried along with my soul which is in hard pains.

There was a time when I was sure it was too soon to have a relation.I thought it will last infinitely long until I'll feel what love really means. I was so naive! I didn't even knew when it blew me. It penetrated my soul and cut it without hurting it. It secretly inserted poison in my heart which automatically starts to spread when he is away, when we haven't talked in awhile causing me depressive moods.

I dreamed of him. I dreamed he texted me. He was saying he is okay. Was it my strong will to know he is happy that made me dream that message? I found myself checking my phone right after waking up for a message that didn't exist. Or maybe he is fine. I can't even imagine how it is not talk to him another week, because I'd have to imagine myself not talking another 2 weeks.

The only thing I can do right now is think of him. And nothing more.
Is he okay? I can't know. He didn't answer my message. I am worried.


Why has life have to be so hard? I think I already know the answer. It's like saying how can we learn if we're not mistaken.
~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

Sad thoughts:
1.Naty missed yesterday. I really wished she would've come. But she didn't. Anyway, at least she is better now. Not so emo anymore XD.
2.I have to go to school tomorrow!!! Noooo...
3.This love feeling, this missing feeling starts to hurt me more and more. His missing starts to kill me. We hadn't talked in a week. I am afraid to imagine how I'd feel if I wont talk to him another week. My imagination can be very ... sick. Please, talk to me. I miss you, Dani.


Good thoughts:
1.Budi said I must tell everyone she cooks some cakes for tomorrow so:

How sweet! Budi is cooking some nice cakes for tomorrow which she is going to poison her classmates with. Oooops, I mean, feed them. =D.

2.I am being forced to read a book I've never heard of: America, by Kafka. I know it might be popular, but I never did. Thanks Budi -_-.
3.The awesome effect of giving free hugs is still around, and I'm still very excited of doing it.
4.Budi said she will give me some anime next time we meet. Finally, not a boook o.O. Readaholic!!!!!!

Pre-Christmas wishes:
1.Damn, I wish I'll get B on my Math exam XD and so will Naty.
2.I want to hug people again. I want to make more people smile, I want to make more people happy.
3.I want to see "Make the yuletide gay" film this Christmas, because it has a Christmas theme, but also a gay theme. And it looks interesting, funny and romantic. ^^.




~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

It started just like any other Saturday morning. With me waking up at almost 10 o'clock when I was supposed to be already on my way to meet Budi. I quickly shaved myself while dancing around the house on Smash Mouth' song - All Star. Then dressed and went to take the bus. Yes, the same bus I usually take when I go to school.
Surprise! Snowflakes were dancing their way down to the ground where they were supposed to disappear.
Too cold outside. And I put the wrong jacket on me. Too late to go back and change it. I was already freezing on the half way to the station.


Anyways, we finally met, went to see the Christmas Presents Exhibition then we figured our way into 3 bookstores where we stared at some books. She bought some presents as well. The best things that happened yesterday were the ... 2 surprises she made me. Um, she gave me a book -_- damn her. Just ruined my Christmas Holiday. Just kidding. It'll help spread the boredom while on the way to Vienna.

The best part is just about to come.She knew I wanted to join the FHC and bring a smile on people's face so she made me a "Free Christmas Gifts" Banner. Yay ^_^.
Guess what we've done with it. If your answer is "nothing" then you're wrong. We've set a smile on our faces and started hugging people. Some accepted, some started smiling, some just passed by us. We had so much fun. We've seen enthusiastic people, people that really needed a hug these days.
Because in this busy world, they forgot how it is to smile, how it is to stand up a second a say "Today can be a better day if I want to".

We've also met a group of very funny and very willing to help foreigners (they were like 6) which in fact joined us at the subway. We kept hugging people, talked and smiled. The best thing I could do is bringing a smile on those people faces while just sitting there and keeping the banner with "Free Christmas Hugs" up.
And I'm proud of it. Damn, I am really proud of it.

Yesterday's conclusions:
1.People can read.
2.Some people don't know English.
3.We can have fun while making other people happy.
4.We can help making this world better.
5.I and Budi rullz! :D Right, Budi?

I am sorry, I have no pic at the moment. If I'm lucky enough I'll get some from the foreigners. Cause we also took some pictures together.

It's really like I dreamed of it. I am part of something big now. Something that not only helps me keep my positive mood, but helps others. And makes all of us happier.

~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

Those who are gay might already be in acknowledge of following things, but there are many people out there who still have no idea about 'em. So check them out and tell me what you think.

• 1869 – The term "homosexuality" appears in print for the first time in a German-Hungarian pamphlet written by Karl-Maria Kertbeny
• 1892 – The words "bisexual" and "heterosexual" are first used in their current senses in Charles Gilbert Chaddock's translation of Kraft-Ebing's Psychopathia Sexualis.
• 1920 – The word Gay is used for the first time in reference to homosexual in the Underground.
• 1923 – The word fag is first used in print in reference to gays in Nels Anderson's The Hobo: "Fairies or Fags are men or boys who exploit sex for profit."
• 1969 – The purple handprint became a symbol of gay liberation in 1969, following a San Francisco newspaper dumping purple ink on members of the Gay Liberation Front protesting their offices.
• Also: important history personalities are known to be gay or to have had relations with people of the same gender: Nero (Emperor of Rome), Alexander the Great, Leonardo Da Vinci, Oscar Wilde, and many many more. Leonardo Da Vinci was charged with sodomy but no verdict was rendered in his trial, as of Oscar Wilde, he was sent in prison 2 years. 

I know, I know, you will say this is just a wall of text. But I myself never knew things like what does Fag actually come from or never knew about the purple handprint. You can find many more interesting stuff here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Timeline_of_LGBT_history

Boring stuff, but I find them interesting. What about you?


~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

I wanna ask you what do you think about gay people, gay stuff and everything you believe must be labeled as gay.
And why do you think that way. Really, I don't care if you are homophobic, you "don't give a damn, if only they don't try to hook up on you" (because I heard this so many times) or you are gay-friendly. Please, tell me, let your opinion be heard. Just don't be impolite and respect other's opinions. Because I respect yours even if I have a different one.

Meanwhile, I am going to post this poll and see how many opinions I can get.

Edit: Poll closed

Please don't hesitate to drop your opinion. I've set the blog so that anyone can leave comments! Go on.

~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

Try it sometime. It's awesome.

Rainbow? Why Rainbow? Why do we always like rainbow stuff? Because rainbow is cool. I do have one favorite colour, but rainbow is so much cooler. Makes me feel special XD. No, really!
It represents the diversity in this world. And that's why I choose to paint my life in all colors. To express my different lifestyle. To show everyone I can be happy, I can be sad, I can be nice, I can be naughty. But only if I want to. I can be what I want to be.

So here is the Rainbow Picture of this week:


I'll continue posting pictures like this one every week.


~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

I think I've heard this somewhere. Oh yeah. I've taken it from a movie. If you're interested you can check it out here.
Anyways, if someone would ask what's going on, I'd say, many things are hot.


Like what?
Like the new template of my blog. I've changed it, and edited the title banner and made it brighter and cooler. I don't really care what you think about it, but I like it. Clear, nice and bright. I'm already a lot happier.


That's not the only news. Eating Out 3 (All you can eat) is out for awhile and I didn't even realize. I must watch this movie. The first one was so intriguing and the second one was so funny, that I really want to watch this one.
Umm, if you wanna know what it is about, well, check out the trailer below.


I wonder why it hasn't come up on theaters here. Bruno was here...

Anyways, exam today, I gotta run. Wish me good luck.
And oh yeah, tomorrow meeting with Budinca and Naty :D. I can hardly wait.
Holidays approaching.


~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

It's been awhile since I've written about my "affairs" with the people in the bus. Affairs? I'm kidding, don't think about... "inappropriate" stuff. Well, what shall I tell you?

Oh yeah, I will start with the earliest ones: I scrutinize people, and they scrutinize me. I often keep scrutinizing them after they leave the bus, but today a guy did the vice versa. And I saw him. Funny thing, he kept looking at me even if I saw him. For a few seconds we looked at each other.
New people, old people. I am starting to recognize those people. Some of them are from the same high school as I am and they have the same route (to the high school, or back home). I today saw a guy I haven't seen in awhile. He is one of the cutest guy I've ever seen. His face looks very innocent, but I can only remember once seeing him smiling.
Some of them have the same route every night, back home from work.

My old custom, smiling at people has vanished just a bit. I smile if I can, but more more these days you'll find me with the head in the clouds or thinking about something. I think Exams are the cause of my mood.

Hope it will change soon. I don't like being serious for too long.

~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

What is up? Well, many things are up.
Like, I was late at my Informatics Exam. And I've been pretty sad this beginning of week.
But  music cheered me up. I've been listening to music, and it really cheered me up. And I think I know realize why I've been sad. Because I didn't speak to Budinca in awhile, and also because Naty and I had a fight. So no friends around = bad mood. Well, things are good now. Well, not that good, because I miss him, but the music helps me smile everyday when thinking on him.

Crowd. I can't believe I live in such a crowded city. I've almost missed my exam, and today I had to skip something to go to the high school.


Vienna. Imma go to Vienna this Christmas. I won't spend my Christmas there, but I will see it. And Budapest as well. I really hope it will be gorgeous.  What am I saying? Of course it will be.






And the most interesting thing that happened to me is that today, my classmate A. which happens to stay right next to me, offered me some tangerine peel after I've been amazed when I saw him eating it. And I said Yes. I don't regret it. I remember that after eating it my mouth was so "refreshed". I liked it. And it tasted nice.

From the category "Things that cheered me up" I shall include the fact that someone told me I'm always thinking on boys. I was not! I was only thinking on Dani... Ok, I admit it.I miss him. We haven't talked for a week! But this makes me so anxious to talk to him. And I like it.

What has happened to you these days?


~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

We live in a complicated world. Our lives are full of  happiness, friendship, trust, faith, but it's also full of sadness, enemies, hate, hypocrisy, etc. Some say it's hard to change the world. But some also say we should not give up on faith.

I believe that this world can be changed if we really want to.
If I could change the world using 10 words, and try inspiring people with them to a better society, then I'd say, what you are probably already used to. My words. My simple, and probably useless worlds. But I hope they will change the world someday:



~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

The most incredible thing about HIV and AIDS is that people are discriminating those who are HIV positive and are suffering of AIDS. I find this incredible. There are still hospitals who refuse to treat these people, or try to help them. There are people who are refusing to accept that they are humans as well. And they don't realize how hard it is for these people to live in a world where they aren't accepted. Lame...


But 1st of December also means the National Day of Romania. In 1918 Transylvania unites with Romania, following the incorporation of Bessarabia (March 27) and Bukovina (November 28) next year just after the WW1 concludes.

There are even more important things about this date, but I think World AIDS day is the most significant as well as Romania's National Day, which happens to be the country I was born and I live in ;). Shh, don't tell anyone.

Happy National Day, Romania!
Learn more about 1st of December here!


"Paint your own life. Live your own world."