English
Some say you should not fall in love. Some say you can't hide from love. Some say it's impossible to live without it. Some say love brings only trouble therefore it's better to leave alone.


Last few years of my life I've been thinking if I will ever be able to find someone to love me for who I am. Someone to care for me as much as I'd care for him. I only lived with the faith that there is someone who might have the qualities I'm looking for. But I knew the search for him will be hard.

I am not sure I've already found him. But I know I feel something special for him. He made me think of him a whole day. He made me wait for him till the middle of the night. I never experienced such a missing experience. I simply wished to talk to him again. I simply wished to hear something from him at least once.

I missed him, like never before. What is love? Is love what I am experiencing now?
It is so weird...I always thought it will last a long time until I will find someone, but I think this feeling penetrated my soul without announcing me, and now I can barely handle it.

What is love?

Românã
Unii spun cã nu ar trebui sã te îndrãgostesti. Unii spun cã nu poti sã te ascunzi de ea. Unii spun cã e imposibil sã trãiesti fãrã. Altii spun cã aduce doar probleme asa cã e mai bine fãrã.

Ultimii ani ai vietii mele mi i-am petrecut întrebându-mã dacã îmi voi putea gãsi pe cineva sã mã iubeascã pentru cine sunt. Cineva cãruia sã îi pese de mine la fel de mult cât mi-ar pãsã mie de el. Am trãit doar cu speranta cã existã cineva care sã aibã calitãtile pe care eu le apreciez. Dar stiam cã va fi greu sã îl gãsesc.

Nu cred cã l-am gãsit deja. Dar stiu cã simt ceva special pentru el. M-a fãcut sã mã gândesc la el o zi întreagã. M-a fãcut sã îl astept pânã la miezul noptii. Nu am mai simtit lipsa cuiva asa cum o simt acum. Pur si simplu îmi doream sã vorbesc din nou cu el. Pur si simple vroiam sã îi mai vorbesc o datã.

Mi-a lipsit, ca nimeni înainte. Ce e dragostea? Oare asta e?
E ciudat, mereu am crezut cã va dura mult timp pânã voi gãsi pe cineva, dar cred cã acest sentiment mi-a penetrat corpul fãrã preaviz, iar acum abia dacã îl pot controla.

Ce e dragostea?
~Rob
"Paint your own life. Live your own world."