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It makes me smile when I see other people smiling. It makes me smile when I make other people smile. It makes me smile when I see other people helping other people. It makes me smile when I help other people. It makes me smile when the sun gets me warm on Spring, a shy rain wets me on Fall and beautiful snowflakes cover the ground on Winter. It makes me smile when I think of people I care about or moments that really helped me see the things in a different way. It makes me grin when other people smile at me, and it makes me awkwardly happy when boys smile at me. It makes me smile when I see BL and Yaoi pictures. It makes me smile when I see foreign tourists in my city or when I hear then talking. It makes me smile anything related to UK. It cheers me up when I listen to old good music and makes me dance when I listen to awesome new songs. It also makes me dance when all these things happen. And it makes me keep my hope the thought that any day can be a another chance for me to make a difference.

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I was thinking on all the greetings we keep saying during different holidays. "Try to understand, forgive, be happy, me grateful." Like we should be this way just during those holidays. During the holidays we should be Mr. perfect, but in any other day we can be as evil as we want.

"Because it's Christmas/Easter I wish you prosperity, health, strength, I wish you are loved etc...". Yeah, just with these occasions, because if you'd ask me some other time I'd say I hate you and don't give a fuck about you.

There's also that ad on TV for Tuborg Christmas Brew Edition Beer that says "Be nice and be yourself because it's Christmas" like we are not ourselves during the year and we are stupid enough not to buy their beer.

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So what are we watching this Christmas again (even if it's pretty old, I'll make it a tradition to watch this movie on Christmas time) ? I present you a movie. I won't say it's nice, funny, romantic, adorable and pretty weird. Ooops. Anyway, each of you might like it more or less, depending on each person's tastes.


It's called Make the yuletide gay.
Short review: When I saw it the first time I loved it. The second time it remembered me about beautiful moments. A decent story, not such a drama, maybe seem a bit like a cliché, but it's unique because it contains 2 themes I love: Gay Love and Christmas. I recommend it to everyone, the trailer is down here and even if you already watched it, do it again because I said so :P

If you don't wanna download buy it from different places, I've a link for you that might come in handy. You just have to make sure you get to the video, having to fight against ads and other pop-ups. Just don't click anything suspicious, close the pop-ups.

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Bro, can't you see I haven't written anything in 2 weeks already? I beg my pardon, but this is so impolite coming from me! Because I've been impressingly fine. And I had enough time and a lot of laziness.

In the mean time while I'm sure you were worried about me (not) and that you missed me (not) and you were so close to phoning police and file a paper of my disappearance (not not not), I was perfectly fine, enjoying countless omelettes, made on my own secret recipe. I invented it, hehe. And I enjoyed the snow. And I really wanted to write a post about the first snow, but I didn't. I was too lazy. Fuck me! And I met some pretty interesting people, and I received some presents, but I also gave out some presents even though I remained with no money in my pocket.


Beside these things, I got myself a new pair of trousers.(Actually Santa did.) Ha! My ass looks smaller now and more fuckable, hence I lost some weight and the trousers are 4 numbers smaller than my last ones. And I partied so much it started to hurt. For real!

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And if you liked the first clip, this one will make you smile even more! Enjoy and fuck h8!



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Si dacã v-a plãcut primul clip, al doilea o sã vã facã sã zâmbiti si mai tare. :D Enjoy!

Fuck H8!


~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

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And when I was just about to affirm that I can see a better world, I just happened to be the protagonist of a not-so-nice moment. Shall I tell you?

Recently I've got a book as a reward about HIV+ teens integration in the society that I've already finished. But hence I'm pretty lazy at home, I read it in the subways and buses.

And as I was sitting on one of the seats Saturday Morning reading the book, 2 guys get closer to me and start talking. Soon one of them leans over to see what I'm reading. Surprisingly is not the fact that they were like "HIV!!!?" but that they started talking about me, right next to me, and I could hear it all!

"Can't you see how he looks? That's it, if he fucked his mouth up... He should learn how to use a condom." So this is what I could understand from what he said:

1. First off, definitely, I am HIV+/ I have AIDS because I'm reading a book. Which also means that if you read a crimes book you're a criminal or if you buy a porn magazine you are a porn star.

2. I'm ugly as hell. Can't you see how I look? Like I'm the ugliest person in the whole world.
And just when I thought I was looking pretty decent. Of course I'm ugly because of first point.

3. I had my mouth fucked... which means I'm a cunt at my age. Obviously, if you read a book about HIV you have already fucked with the whole city, you have no idea what is a condom and how to use it and that you, summing them all up, are HIV+ and/or have AIDS and are a cunt.

4. Definitely, HIV and AIDS cannot be contacted through injections, transfusions, birth, or any other place from where you could contact infected blood. Nooo way, sir! Only if you get your mouth fucked (so if you're gay, hence I'm a boy)... hopefully, straight people are safe. They can't contact the virus. So pure and innocent they are!

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Here we are the my second post of this type. The other has been written a year ago and you can find it here.
This year I'll mention more people...

I'll start by thanking the most significant person at the moment. I need to say thank you to Josh for always being who he is, a special person to me who always makes me smile, cheers me up or makes me laugh out loud. I shall also thank him for his cuteness and for considering me special. And one day if neither I nor him has a boyfriend or husband, we belong to each other. I hope you won't forget this babe <3.

Last time, by this time I had a "boyfriend" whom I was thankful for being awesome. He was, but he was also undecided, I anyway will thank him for helping me find out how it is to really miss someone. In the meantime I discovered Liviu whom I'd like to thank for making me smile, for all the text messages we were sending each other and for all the things we talked about. I hope he is fine and will remember with joy about those moments. Our friendship is not what it used to be unfortunately because we didn't maintained it. Thank you Liviu! I don't know if you still read my blog. My advice for you is to let the past be and live your life, because as I already told you long time you are so special and you deserve so much better. Especially you! Never forget this.

I would also like to thank borderliner and Mircea, 2 guys I met because of this blog. I shall thank borderliner for being there for me and for giving me the right advice when I needed it, for introducing me to Viva, for treating me like everyone else, no matter what my age was. I'd also like to apologize for you know what, even if honestly I never did it on purpose. I'd also like to thank Mircea for being patient with me, for treating me right, and for thinking I'm special. I don't know if i deserve it, but I'm grateful to our friendship and glad it lasted.
*There is a guy, Georgie who said he finds me attractive and who's nice to me. I'd like to thank him for sharing the fooling around with me when we talked. I would also like to tell him that I could be a really good friend to him if he wants that.*

I would also like to thank Budinci, Naty and G. for being my friends. For being so totally crazy when we are together and for the smiles we share or the ^_^ moods they cause me. Thanks for the hugs! Free hugs, Budinci, remember? Oh, by the way, thanks for tonight. Triple hug? That's a premiere indeed.

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I was at home last week resting after a boring day at school on my armchair and chatting on the Internet when a friend (a girl friend) surprised me with a question. She had found out that her best boy friend is gay. He told her that. And she was asking me how she shall react, how to behave around him from now on, knowing that I am a very open-minded person and a very accepting one.

At first I thought it was a joke but after I asked her some questions like "Do you mind that?" or "Does it change anything between you this thing?" which she fortunately answered negatively. I then continued saying she should relax and that she shouldn't change her behavior around him in any way, just act normally. I also said she should be happy her best friend trusted her that much.

Really now, when someone tells me something important, I feel happy that the person trusts me.
Passing on this little story, do you have any gay friends (question for my straight readers)? Or maybe even more, do you have a family member who's gay? How did you react/ would you react when you found out/ if you'd find out your friend is gay?

Off-topic: Sorry for the long break. Kiddo is busy :D, but Kiddo misses you. Don't hesitate to send me your feedbacks, comments or anything to motivate me to stay a little more around here, otherwise who knows when I might be back. :D

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No, really. We have so many terms for so many things. And really, I wish I was pansexual. What is that? Well, that means I wish I could love someone no matter it's gender, sexual orientation and identity. In my humble opinion, that's how we should all be.

But let's start with a definition which should explain better what that means, even though nothing can explain it better than I do *modesty*.

Pansexuality (also omnisexuality) is a sexual orientation, characterized by the potential for aesthetic attraction, romantic love, or sexual desire towards people, regardless of their gender identity or biological sex. As defined in the Oxford English Dictionary, pansexuality "encompasses all kinds of sexuality; not limited or inhibited in sexual choice with regards to gender or practice."

While bisexuality is often described as attraction to both men and women, Pansexuality has been described as a "means to skip the binaries and essentialism of 'bi'."
[Wikipedia]

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If there's a campaign that really got me in and was more than clear from the very first point, then FCKH8.com is that one.
It's pink, it's gay, it's cool. And fuckable. Supercuteness, for sure. The clip is down here, enjoy it. By the way, hope you don't mind fucking, don't you?


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Dacã e o campanie care m-a prins din prima si a fost mai mult decât clarã, atunci FCKH8.com este aceea. :)
E roz, e gay, e tare. Si e fuckable. Super-cute-inosenie, nu alta. Credeti-mã. Clipul e mai sus, enjoy it.


~Rob
"Paint your own Life and Live in your own world."

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Why do Romanian homosexuals die alone?

It's been 20 years since communism was vanished, it's been 8 years since the article incriminating homosexuality has been taken away from the Penalty Code, it's been 2000 years since this nation started living, and homosexuals are still cave men.

Neanderthals with double lives, who during the day walk with hypocrisy among heterosexuals, acting and pretending to be like them, so during the night they will drink, eat and fuck their asses like mads.


Romanian homosexuals fuck themselves anytime and anywhere they can. In the parks, in gay-friendly bars and clubs, in the cars during the night, in their parents' house when they are alone for a few minutes, in the tramway when there is nobody, in the supermarkets' deposits and sometimes even at their places when they have one or when their wives is at work. They fuck themselves so good and often, like they wouldn't have done that for years! They give it to anyone who wants it and take it from anyone who tops.

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I'm becoming a pedophile, I know. :D I found this clip on the Blogger Buzz Blog so I said why not share it with you too. The kid, MattyB seems like a future success considering he follows Bieber's path. I only hope celebrity won't change him. I think it did already... Americans are so predictable... really.

Forgive me... Haha.
P.S.: I still like Justin Bieber.

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Help?

Yeah-yeah I know I haven't been here on 1st November, but I'm fine, alive actually. ) A little demoralized, but fine. I need to find a new source for my energy. Probably to find a new goal to fight for. Otherwise I'm gonna become a cliché.

It's been 1 years, folks. :) One year since I started writing, since I amuse, bug and make you smile (I hope). I've changed a lot, I now know certain emotions and feelings, I met new people, I established but also lost a few friendships. The funny thing I just realized what friendships I've lost, and I hope those who were involved will read this and know I miss them. I met people who deserve so much love. People who are alone, who need someone. And I'm sorry I can't be that someone. Slowly, I'm losing my hope. I need someone to bring it back to me.

Why am I so bivalent lately? Why do I seem so hypocrite now that I'm thinking about how I was a few days ago?

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Hey-hey, it's been a long time since I wrote the last Bus Series post. I won't bother you too much, I'll just tell you briefly about some old bus I like.

I was in one a few days ago and I see a pretty familiar ad. I read it, smiled and thought I should share it with her. We were both sitting on the available sits in that bus, she was facing the poster perfectly. So I texted her to look up on a 30 degree angle. At first she was a bit disoriented, but then I told her to try 45 degrees and look for something green.

She's seen it eventually and I started smiled along with her.

What's this all about? About Nokia's ads in the bus. The one last week was telling us "Smiling randomly doesn't affect global warming."

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There are rare situation of such love, rare situations of such love declarations. I hope you like it as much as I do.

P.S.: Do you like him? ^^

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I've been to Nijikon last Saturday, as you already know that, don't you? XD It was fine, I liked it. That's because I had some company. And no, it wasn't Budinci as I hoped it's gonna be long time ago, because she said she was going to be there with someone else... so I had to find another partner.

I felt better, I guess. Because it was a total random date. It was a HE and we met for the first time. And it was great. And no, he hadn't raped me. And actually it wasn't a date, we just decided to go there together. :D

Anywaaaay: I always liked the gaming part of this festival, especially the PS3. Geez, I simply love the graphics. Then... I was hugged. People were there with Free Hugs. Obviously "-_-, if I and Bud weren't there, there was someone else. I hugged 2 of them. I thought it was enough... too much love... He hugged a Sasuke (a girl disguised into one). I've seen posters, so cool, and on the first floor I've seen Yaoi Manga. :D The girl which was selling them warned me of the content, but I told her not to worry. I knew what I was looking for. The funny part is that there were 3 sellers and one of them (a man) told her not to scare the customers, but let them look over what they want. That made me smile.

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I hope we'll meet today at Nijikon, right? :D I'll be there in a indigo shirt so if you see someone smiling like crazy, don't hesitate to say "Hi". I also have a school bag with me which has a small red and white cord. Just so you know.

Anyway, a week in which I has so many test papers, so many other things to do at school has just ended and I'm kinda happy. :D There still one more week, though.

I don't really how many of you wore purple on Spirit Day (20th of Oct) when we all commemorated the death and the effect of the 7 teenagers who took their own lives because of the hatred, discrimination and bullying they had to bear for such a long time. I don't even know if you knew last week on Oct 11th was the National Coming Out day. Maybe it's more like a US day or something, it's not as popular here as it is there.

XD Now that I mentioned them, maybe you'll look up after them.

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I'm busier with every week that passes by. I've been outside the town for 3 days, I will leave Bucharest for a weekend for a school trip, Nijikon it's coming, I'm volunteering and I still have to study.
Obviously the laziness is right beside all these.
I don't complain. If I'd stay home I'd spend my time in front of my PC. Lately I've discovered how to tweet the pro way XD and I like it. I know that for many of you I don't comment that much on your posts, but I do read them. I'm reading like every single article that's on my blogroll and more.

Eventually I could tell you that it's worth checking my tumblr as well, lately, cause I post some really funny stuff there. http://anothergaykiddo.tumblr.com

As for my tweets, I don't know, usually they are more informative than personal. You should check them sometime @AGayKiddo.

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So after a few months of being a Romantic Seme, I decided to take the test again. And I've done it and it resulted in me being an Innocent Uke. I was like ok, that's nice. But then I read the description and who they are compatible with and I saw Romantic Seme. XD And the only thought I got at that moment was, 'it seems I am my perfect partner'. So anyway, I accepted that I've become a Innocent Uke for a few days... even wanted to change it on the blog, but then I said, let's try once again. And ever since then I only get Romantic Seme again and again. The funny thing is I don't know what caused that Innocent Uke result back then. So I guess I'm still stuck with my Seme status.

Off the record: Seme - Giver and Uke - Receiver (I bet you get it.)

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Yeah, let's cheer up and sing Happy Birthday to my blog, cause it's gonna be 1 year old on November 1st, but I am so anxious about this that I could barely wait to make the changes go live on my blog, and I can barely wait to hear what you think.

Alright, let's start with the most obvious part:

• Modified Design:
  
• A new font for article's title (Tangerine)
• A new font for the blog and post's content (Calibri)
• A new color for the sidebar lines: Gray (#5f5f5f)
• New options in the menu
• A new banner (new font: Lemon) and new favicon
• A new button for Read More function (now it's Read on)
• A new static background
• Modified post ending and Twitter integration
• Removes the Another Gay Story banner
• Posts categorized
• Table of Contents
• Modified Menu:
  
• About Kiddo is now Kiddetails
• Series is now Horror Series
• Write to me is now Send a letter to Kiddo
• Removed Wallpapers from the menu
• Added Table of Contents and grouped the posts based on the categories
• Modified blog's footer:
  
• New positions
• New profile description
• Deleted ZeList position and the PageRank
• Removed many Yummy Food links and added them in the blogroll.
• A new tab with the causes I support
• Added a category tab in the 4th position, but it's temporary
• Bigger blogroll (shows the 25 blogs with most recent posts and hides the others)

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Buying condoms. Is there someone who never had it? Actually, I shall ask, is there any boy who hadn't this fear when he first had to buy his condoms on his own? XD I did. I am still a virgin, ooo, don't shout like that. I've bought them today. But I was trying to buy them for weeeeeks. Like really... weeks.

But why? Because I've been told I should get to know how to use them. So that's what I've bought them for. Plus... I guess I had to conquer this fear somehow...

I kept postponing this moment either by saying it's not the right moment, or I don't have money. There were quite a few times when I told myself I can spend the money on other stuff. But then there was this fear when I was getting in the drug store or a regular store that the pharmacist/ seller was gonna look at me in a weird way. Or that someone in the store was gonna look at me in a weird way. Or anything. Of course it was just me and my thoughts.

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What a sad morning. It's morning... for me at least. I told you that winter is coming slowly. It's cloudy more often than we were used to. People change their clothes with ones that can keep them warm. There are good news too, fortunately. :D

I've won another pair of underwear, yay. And they're the funniest underwear I got. Really. Let's show you. (Check the pictures downwards.)

Keeps your 'boys' where they belong? XD Isn't that sweet?
Ok-ok and the underwear thieves part is the best. I simply loled when I saw that. XD

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This post continues one of my previous ones. It was called Living as a gay kid in which I told you about my past and the way I felt. I know that for some of us and some of you it's hard, dealing with problems in your life, discrimination, inequality of chance, but keep fighting, and don't give up!

Next I want to present to you a new project which name is It gets better.You can find it on Youtube at http://www.youtube.com/itgetsbetterproject. Even if the project is addressed to LGBTQ Community, it's also available to everyone!

Here it is the clip of the project's initiators.

It gets better!

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Hello, hello everyone! I don't think I've started a post with a salute in a very long time. How are my dear reader doing? :) It's really boring here, I know. And I have so much to say, but I'm too lazy. Trust me!

I barely convinced myself that I want to tell you what your 16-years-old-super-optimist-gay-kiddo has been doing. Wha, huge word.
Somehow, I wanted to read so I've read "Dear John" by Nicholas Sparks, Harap Alb's story, and now I'm reading "Romanul adolescentului miop" by Mircea Eliade, which is a boring book, but I'll manage, because it contains some quite interesting passages.

Then, I watched like 3 gay-themed movies which I'll mention in some future posts. I was also at the cinema where I've seen Step up 3D!

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Fall, fall once again. In just a few days winter will come and we're gonna freeze again. I will freeze at least. At least if I won't find someone to help me heat up a bit :) Anyone offering?

Surprise-surprise. This should be the title of this post. School began once again. It's good. It sucks. It's everything in a single word. School.
Party. Beer. Stuff. Let's get on the dance floor. I feel excellent.

In fact, I feel excellent for a few days now. It seems that the mood I had last year returns, when I almost started the blog. There are actually 2 months left till the blog will be 1 year old. Asia, I know you're gonna kill me for this positive and sooo damn happy mood, but I'll take the risk to be so nice... and modest. *grin*

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So let me tell you how it happened. I've had just ended a walk in the Tineretului Park (Teen's park) and was heading home. It was after-noon when... a car bumped into me. Naaaah, that would have made this story less interesting.

I was heading to the subway actually to go home, Tineretului Station. After I enter using my card, I see 2 guys trying to enter as well. The first one entered, but the second one didn't. Their card ran out of credit. I stop, look at my card then look at that 2nd guy and hand my own so he can enter. He looks at me, I tell him "Take mine", he smiles and says: "Look, there are still good people in this world". He thanked me and I smiled, then I turned and continued walking.

"Wah.. so romantic!"

Talking to a friend about this he told me that this is called "Gay it forward" XD and that the guy should've gay it forward to me aswell. Yeah right, like what? Kiss me, invite me to drink a beer? XD

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Do you remember of Party in the FIP clip?
Recently I've found something much cooler. And because I don't have what to write about I'mma share this with you. I actually have what to write about, but I'm too lazy to do that plus I might end forgetting it. Nobody is pissing me with "write! write!", it was nice though. :D

Short post, I know. I'll be back, soon, I guess.

I like Justin Bieber! OMG!!!! Now you can kill me.

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Heeeeey! (that sounds pretty gay, actually). I can't believe that into one single morning I've found material for over 3 posts, but I'll try to condense them in just one. I feel great right now, not because of the articles though. So please try to get used to my irony and sarcasm.
First, some music.


So, opening Liberatea.ro (a local newspaper website) I've found 5 articles that are very... interesting.(It's Romanian, sorry, use some translator.)
What shall I start with?
1.Homosexual orgies in the villa where Mirela and Laurette were living
If you've already read the article (and somehow managed to understand it), please let me express myself. My huge question is, why the hell did the 2 girls move together, in the same house? It's like "Look, gays, but we 2 moved together", but I'll pretend that didn't happen. "After a short time they arrived in Bucharest the 2 girls befriended at a fashion presentation and then moved in together". So let me get it straight (or not?): They see each other, they become friends and then poof, they move in together. Now there's the most shocking declaration ever: "The man started to organize sexual orgies at home". Oh, are you serious? If you didn't close the tab yet (or the window) downside you'll read that: "I've observed that in the common yard were entering only men and they were standing there for hours." Honey, if in your house come only your girl friends, shall I suspect something? "My doubts were confirmed when one evening I've seen 2 of them kissing with passion in the yard". OMFG! What an orgy! I can't believe it, they should be put to death for such a public orgy! What a shame! A KISS! Of course it was passionately, could it have been any different? (Recalling Inna's dancers kiss)

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I wish you're gonna have a fresh weekend. Wah, this is supposed to be an entrance salutation. It's way too cold outside, dude. What are we gonna do when the Global Warming will reach its highest peak? Well, we should be on other planets, Sir, or at least that's what Stephen hawking says. He also says we have like 2 centuries left. Till then we're gonna die, but what are out children gonna do? O wait, woot children?

Bumblebee was worried about my frustrations, so here I am with another one... Global Warming, 2012, Solar Eruptions, Jesus returns. What's next? Gay marriages --- one thing is for sure, Apocalypse is coming. And I'm wondering when the hell am I gonna be deflowered? XD

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I’m such a lazy ass. I keep telling myself I’m gonna write another article for so long and I still don’t. And here I am... writing it..
Do I want a holiday? I do!
It is so hot that I’m melting. Oh-oh did you already know that? Old news are so exciting!

What else happened to me? What hasn’t ? I’ve met the person I wanted to see, hugged, kissed and convinced her to let me pay for the drinks. I won, haha. I’m proud of that.

So just to give you an idea of what I’ve been thinking for the past weeks, I’ll ask you the same question: Am I trying too hard declaring and showing my gayness? That’s what’s left in my mind.

Yeah, I keep telling myself this and that. I think that I was thinking on telling my parents. But what’s the point? I’m free right now, I kinda always was because I was a good child, they didn’t need to worry or doubt about me. If I’d tell them, I’d risk my freedom and to win nothing. Everything’s fine just the way it is.

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I still can’t say if „Love makes jokes” TV show I saw last night has shocked me or not. The truth is that for a while I am thinking of coming out of this crowded closet and even if I do know that this kind of reactions do exist, the show has really punched me hard in the face.

I’d like to talk with you about this mom’s reactions: „I do not agree”
”Honey, I can’t talk about things I do not agree on”
I am thinking with fear that this dialogue could be said by my mom or my dad when I’mma tell them. If I won’t even be heard and If I won’t even have the chance to discuss it with them, how do I expect to be understood and accepted? I can understand that is was a shock for that mother...

„All my life I have had bad luck” – I was like what the...? Well, maybe she is right, but I do not agree on this „right” because this “bad luck” is just the luck you want to see in this situation. If we hadn’t the moral rights and stereotypes that still exist there would be no “bad luck”, in my humble opinion. I think that is us who is doing bad things to ourselves.

I like that she admits that here it isn’t seen as a good thing, but I return saying that whose fault is for this? Isn’t it because of people’s mentality that refuses to change?

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I’m writing this post for kiddos that will probably read it and will be in the same situation as I am.

I’d really like to share with you a quote of my friend that describes my childhood thoughts back then and the conclusions I’ve ended up learning in adolescence.

“Once believing that a soul mate and finding true love comes only once in a lifetime, after many years of healing and mental growth… the reality smacked me hard in the face!!! After giving up on the search and becoming content with the path of being single, fate intervened and pushed James and I across each others path, not once but many times over a single month. Giving in to what seemed inevitable; my half-filled heart quickly became full…”

When we’re young we often have this feeling that we’ll never love the way we did before. It sucks to find out that we’re so wrong, I know, but it is the truth. I live this right now. It’s the way we think. You give your everything and wish the relationship will go well, and when it ends you think there will be never the same. Bullshit. What the fuck is love? Do we know to feel it and live it the same at different ages? Personally, I don’t think so.

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I've promised myself that I won't be sad
when you'll be gone.
I've told myself I won't care
when you'll forget me.
I've decided to forget you
when you'll hurt me.
And that I won't cry when
your love will vanish.
Now, you're far away from here.
I don't think you still love me,
I don't think we'll ever see again,
Neither that I'll be able to forget you.

/

How is it possible to get when you don't wish for it?
How can you demand when you don't dare to ask?
How do you wanna learn when you're not making mistakes?

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I don't have you, but I wish I had.
I don't demand you, cause I don't dare to.
I still won't learn, but I keep mistaking.

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When I'll tell you that I love you?
I wish I could talk to you only once more
Just once to see you again
And If I could - your love -
make it be mine.

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I really need love. Lots of love. Last week I've cried. I kept looking at a picture and cried for a few minutes... cause I miss him. A lot. Memories. Awesome memories of him.

The moment when he asked me to be his boyfriend, the first days when we talked, tons of text messages, the jokes, the 3-stepped laugh. Moments of determination, the evening I've told him I like him.
The webcam dance, the first time we talked at the telephone, the first time I've told him he has a sexy voice. The first time I've seen his sleepy face.
That sexy as hell fringe... his cute beauty spots.
The hard moments I was close to him and the Thursdays he was close to me. Beat-oven's perversions.

All these things might sound like unknown to you, but they are known to us.

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So they say the summer holiday has just began. Yeah right. Well, it didn't... I've found myself a summer job, and I'm telling you this just so I have an excuse for the long pauses between posts. So please don't kill me :D

Do you know the little things that make you smile? I think I've wrote about them in some other post but I'm too lazy to search for it right now. There are really a few times when I've named my posts based on my content... You must have already figured it out by now if you read me often.
These days music gives me energy, it makes me smile. Other things that make me smile: the fact that my friends remind of me, the fact that I see cute, attractive boys and men on the streets. I don't know why but they make me smile, it's weird.

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Mormon Missionary Costume and a Cutie ^^

Alright, don't kill me! I've been missing 2 weeks and you are already that anxious to see(=read) me? The funny part is that just one person told me they miss my posts. I'm pathetic, aint I?

I really did nothing except of thinking, about life, about y life, about ... stuff... I went to the mall. It was nice. Want to know more details? Nah, I won't share anymore.

I've also watched some nice movies like Step Up and Step Up II-The streets. I'd like going to the cinema soon. I miss a lot of people.
What else shall I say... there's just unimportant stuff. I haven't died yet. Pity, eh?

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O-ok I admit it. Football is not one of my favorite sports, but it's ok I watch it sometimes. I mean, I used to watch it, considering I haven't turned on the TV in months (seriously!).

But don't lose hope! If I'd see something like in the clip below every match, I think I wouldn't stop watching it. Hehe.
Do you like football? If yes, why? If no, what or who would make you watch it?

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I was telling you in a previous post that something very nice happened to me a few days ago. I shall start by saying that I haven't been writing much on "The Bus" Series because lately I've been using the Tramway instead. Shall I start a "The Tramway" Series? =))

I was on my way home one Saturday afternoon. Sitting in the bus and reading one book I had with myself that day, I took a break and checked the surroundings.

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Too many things happened in just one day. Really. Well... the earthquake. Niiiiiice! >:D
He comes... he comeeeeeeeees. I mean he comeeeeeeeeees here. I'm so damn Happy. What should we do. We'll go to the cinema, that's for sure. The rest is secret (I don't even know what else we should do).

The next thing on my agenda is.... iPhone 4. It has been launched and I've been waiting for this for so long. It's awesome. XD It will take sometime to afford it. maybe iPhone 5 will be launched by then. I think I can wait. I think...

Oh, I've remembered that something very nice happened to me Saturday afternoon. But I won't give you any more details. I keep the subject for a future post. =))

The last thing is Gaga's new clip for her nice song - Alejandro. While I like the song I find the clip interesting. The last part it's creepy. Like... the whole clip it's creepy, but meh. I like how she is faking the male in that position. XD

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It was Children's Day a few days ago. Heey, it was my special day too. Seriously o.O ? Soon we'll have Dog's day and Meowing Kittens' Day. Or do we already have these?

There's one thing I've observed on more blogs these days. People tends to be sad because they are mature and wish they were children again recalling when they had no worries and how happy they were in their childhood.
Why do we have to regret that we didn't act somehow at a point in our lives when we can anytime act now and change the way we feel and think?

There is no need to be sad. Optimism, joy and the feeling that you are capable of many things have settled somewhere deep inside you. You just need to find these inside you and make use of them.
Take you chances, there's nothing to lose!

What do I mean by that? I always thought and still think that we are the ones who decide our mood, even though there are external influences from other people and maybe from the weather. If you wanna be happy when you should be sad, why cry? Will it solve anything? Carry on, figure it out how to solve things out and it will be fine. Why keeping this serious mood and complain about how stressful you job is? Why not be happy and always keep a smile on your face at work? Why not be optimist and share the joy with the others?

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It's been sometime since I've written my last post. Let's say that the school term ending has caught me in more activities than I would've wanted. It was anyway an interesting period of time.

In 2 weeks I've been rained twice. Kawaii ^^! I like the rain...

The feeling when you're under the rain it's sooo ... orgasmic. It makes you feel so free... so happy.
I really don't know why I'm writing this post. O wait, I do. Holiday plans:

1. I must see HIM! It's a must-do this summer! I wouldn't mind if I'd be kissed for the first time. Hehe.
2. I must start reading some books. I've postponed them and never got to finish any. I'm dumb.
3. I wanna hug people. So this summer, Free Hugs Campaign. Anyone who wishes to join me?
4. I must see the mountains. They want me. If the mountains don't come to Kiddu, Kiddu has to go there.
5. I want a bicycle. Really, don't know why, but I do.

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Don't be afraid. Open that door
Him:
It's raining outside. It's raining for awhile now. It's also cold. I just met this young guy who accepted to let me enter its house. it's nice in here, he owns a beautiful, but more importantly a welcoming house. I'm sure I'm welcome inside... his smile says much more than someone can think of. I plan to stay for awhile. I think we might be good friends.

We've got closer to each other as the time passed by. I've realized his house wasn't just welcoming and nice, it was actually safe too. I really liked inside, but I wanted to let him see mine too. But I was afraid to have guests anymore. Hence I was away from home for a long time nobody was there to take care of it. Even if maybe I didn't want it, he came one day. But that didn't bother me too much.

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Behind her understanding and beautiful eyes, a shadow of sadness could be seen. Maybe her soul was recalling nice moment when she was still young and was spending her time with grandpa. Now she's lonely.

The pain caused by the loss of her husband didn't stone her, but made her stronger - she knew she had to make his dream come true: to see her grandchildren great adults who know what they want to do in the future.
Grandma taught me that everything's possible, if you keep on fighting for what you want, never give up if you really want to accomplish something, and never be afraid to follow our destiny, with hope and optimism.

I can see granny's hands everyday washing, ironing and cooking. She seems tireless. I sometimes wonder where does she get all this power from?
Mayhe her source for this miraculous power sets inside her: in her soul - the joy to live for others, to share light, happiness and understanding. It's like a torch that guides her children and grandchildren through life. Without it, we might get lost.

Thank you granny for loving me so much. Please forgive me if I said or did stupid things.
I love you.

P.S.:When I wrote this and read it to my grandma, she started crying.

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1. http://www.videonews.ro/action/viewvideo/47564/Nu-vrem-sa-fim-un-neam-de-poponari---marsul-Noua-Dreapta/

Watching this video I was thinking how funny it is to scream until you get voiceless what a man tells you what to scream. When people loses its voice the man gives another slogan to them, and parrots do as asked. If that's all you can do, roaring like animals on a man command, gratz!

Continuing with:
2. http://www.videonews.ro/action/viewvideo/47584/Imagini-live-de-la-parada-gay-din-Bucuresti/

Dude, is this how you got ready for this appearance on TV? You are funny, you know? You were stuttering like someone would do something to you. 1.Not everyone on there chose its sexuality, ok? Most of them were born with it. 2.Boy, could you tell me, what shouldn't them do? Maybe hate them, that's what you wanted to say. Cause being afraid of them it's not something a manly man like you would feel.
Maybe next time you'll perform better.
Thank you Michele of Rrromânia, now everyone knows that we should except the sexual orientation no matter the stereotypes "we are on".

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Helpless and lonely, our special reporter, The Kiddo, armed with courage and determination and goes along with his conscious to Gay march. It has as a partner its humble phonography camera tool (phone+camera) without which he never leaves his home.

What did the Kiddo hear and see on the spot, away from the people who marched super happy?
1.Security did a great job. Being late, the Kiddo was left outside, trying to see & hear something. It must be appreciated however that they have not let anyone enter the zone.

2.Some security men were having fun kidding about two curious girls (probably lesbians) who wanted to see how the march goes, but who'd rather not participate.
"What do you want to see? Are looking after gays? Or are you lesbians?"

3.Curious people are kind of gay-friendly. The Kiddo talked with one of them and here's what he said:
"-Why don't they let us and see. I have nothing with them, it's their business what they do in their own intimacy."
Another security man said: "They have the right to express themselves."

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Attention: MILD LANGUAGE!
Romanians who consider yourselves Christians and normal!

On May 22nd 2010 (in your precious weekend, yes, indeed!) you will have to fight against a rare (once in a year) demonic attack. On May 22nd, the faggots are uniting their powers into the Gay Fest March which represent a great danger to our integrity and normality.
Don't forget that they are sent on Earth by Satan and they have an incredible skill of converting normal people into freaks!!!

I beg you to protect your asses on May 22nd, or even better, don't leave your houses, who knows who might catch you in a corner and...
We must take some actions against this satanic manifestation.

Please God, bring a rain above Unirii Square to wash the atheism, defiance and satanism that tries to turn our normality into their abomination. Our country is so pure and healthy, don't let them infect us!

May the God stop this abomination and defend the souls, minds and asses (or something else, depends) that are "Christian for 2000 years".

The tragic event will be held at the Unirii Square. They will be there like they'll try to revive Sodom and Gomorrah. God please defend us all against these faggots!

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It's kinda awkward to talk about personal stuff like this, but I'll try...

If I'm not mistaken I knew I was attracted to boys since early grades. My dad's father (=grandpa = 'pa) was still alive. I had and probably still have a sick mind.

My 'pa was often drunk. And when he was drunk, he was sleeping a lot. I was and still am very attached to my grandparents because I used to live with them when I was a little kid. Their house was not a big one, that's why I used to sleep with my 'pa most of the times. And when he was sleeping I was a wicked kid as in I was doing things like touching him in intimate parts, checking his intimate parts etc. There was a short when I did this with my dad too, but then I started checking out other people/things. I didn't want to be caught doing these things.

Now, I recall seeing my first porn movie. I was fascinated of... how BIG they were. My parents still have the DVD. I did check that movie again since then and every time I see it I recall this moment and enjoy it, even if it's a straight porn movie. And I still think they are HUGE! Hot movie, indeed!

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You already know that I'm obsessed with changing the look of my blog so you might have already observed that it has changed again this week.

I've just launched my new online story which I've named "Another Gay Story" for now, because I could not think of anything better. I'll change the title as I go deeper in the action. You could suggest some titles meanwhile. You can read it here, but please notice that it is just in Romanian. If there is any person who would like to help me translate it in English too, please contact me through the "Write to me" page (Contact page).

Another Gay Story

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"I'm such a sinner for the Christian I think I am" I said. Lucky me the battery went to sleep. I wasn't in the mood to explain myself... After I've recharged it I've seen the text message on the screen. It said: "Hmm, why are you saying that?"

I don't like to let my phrases unexplained. Some time ago I was about to self-praise myself as a Christian and stuff like this. Buuuut... anyway... considering my behavior in the past weeks I started to ask myself if I'm still a Christian... Where shall I start? I haunt souls... Eh, just kidding. I am just scrutinizing guys in the streets like crazy. XD You'd say I'm obsessed with them... well, you're not too far from the truth.
I started to starve... at their asses XD. Let's not mention thoughts like "Omg, look at that face!","Omg, check that ass out!","OMG! Nice hairy legs!".
Is it the age? Or my dad might be right? I might need a girl... I mean boyfriend...

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There is this Romanian Gay News site I like and check for awhile - stirigay.ro. I've found a really nice material up there a few days ago, but I'm too lazy to go find the link. I'm to lazy to even write on my own blog lately. Recently I've read about Inna and her dancers. What did they do? They kissed each other (the dancers). Well, it was barely a kiss, they kinda touched. I wonder how long did it take for Inna's staff to come up with this. I really wonder how comes they didn't put her kiss another boy girl. I guess then there would be no more reactions like these:

winfast123: I didn't know they were gay
Opinion: If you knew, you'd be asking Inna for their phone numbers, right? What the hell, that's barely a kiss... of course, it's so gay!

vikkytea: Do they kiss at the end?
tolik791: Very nice song =) but wtf ... why they kissed at the end ???
crazydjeey: Did the dancers kisssssssssssss??
FullDeejay: aaaaaaaahhh??? did the really kiss???
Opinion: Noo, they screw themseeeeelves, it's just that you don't see iiiiit. Doh!

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After I've been discussing about more and more clips appearing with girls kissing each other or doing other things, I've decided to also post some clips with dudes doing... things. Still, they are not as popular as the others. I don't know if you are about to like 'em, but personally I like them all.

Enjoy!

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And after you've destroyed walls with your own hands, and after you've been experiencing death and reincarnation over and over again, after you've been experiencing depression, pain and self-pity, you reborn from the ashes under which you've decided to hide for awhile, all this just because of one single voice.

And you reborn more powerful than before. You realize that you just needed those moments of loneliness, those moments of nervousness just so now you can be so happy, to be more energetic than never before, to share your happiness with everyone if possible. To dance with imaginary creatures, to not care about what others might think, to smile and enjoy every single moment.

Under the spotless sky you now jump and defy all those moments. You're feeling so damn good and feel like you start to fly...

And... you're officially weird. But you don't care. Because you mean something for someone.

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And you enter that door that you've entered for so many times. And it feels like you'd rather wrest those walls that surround you and kill them or hide under ashes and be one with it than feeling that way...

And for the same amount of time to live so you can fly.
And for the same amount of time to fall so you can die.
And for the same amount of time to shut up and cry.

And after you've been thinking on the same stupid thing the whole day, the same stupid thing that won't let you go, because insignificant but still so important people make sure they remind you no matter how many times you'd tell yourself it will be fine, it won't, that no matter how hard you'd try to impose yourself that you and them are both right, they will still have the final word. That they are superiors to you, no matter how many laws and rights there would be.

And just after your nervousness hits the top, you just can't bear with it anymore and you'd rather not live than living alone, and when you know how good a hug, a pat or maybe just a smile would feel in these moments, you realize you're still alone and you're still crying by yourself.

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I really have no idea what kind of blogs do you like. I don't even know why you're reading my blog. After I've read my article again last night, I checked out some of my first posts. They seemed... weird. Has my style of writing changed? If you have time, you might want to check them .
Anyway, today I wan't to tell you about some blogs I really like. This is not really a post for my regular readers, it's mostly for those who have no idea where to search for information about stuff.

(Most of these sites are in Romanian. I suggest using a translator to understand them. That, or... do not check them. XD Google translate sucks anyway).

1.Biological Argument
Biological Argument is one of those blogs full of useful scientific information that might confuse you at first, but they are really really interesting.

2.Garfield Tales
I've recently discovered this blog, and what I really like about it is that there are materials that not many blogs talk about (self-sucking, self-fucking, No hands masturbation). Have a look and enjoy.

3.Info LGBT Romania
This isn't by far one of the best blogs I know, but it has some unique material like personal opinions and memories of people as well as a book which is available to be downloaded.

4.SuntGay.ro (I'm gay.ro)
A site full of info and references which are ready to be read and understood. What I liked about it is that it has a huge list of gay movies I haven't seen yet. (Gay-themed movies, of course). But it also contains shocking testimonials.

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I bet nobody cares about the Earth Day (which was on 22nd April 2010) so I'm not going to insist on this subject. Happy Earth Day, dear Earth! And to prove my modesty I shall add: Please make sure we live, at least till I die. XD

Then I must say I'm sleepy. And I keep sleeping. Today I took my day off after I've finished my work and after I've visiting some relatives. I've been sleeping for a few hours and just woke up at 21:00.

What else shall I say? Oh this is hot news, cause that's why I woke up, otherwise I would've probably slept till tomorrow. I've received another phone call this evening with a private number (the other one here). Last time they seemed older, now the voices seemed like 12-13 years old kids. :| Yeah, stupid jokes I used to hear around the blocks' corner years ago. I hung up and got into bed again. Oh wait, did you think they would let me go that easy? So they called again. I just turned off the phone and they stop. So I say I should get in bed. Do you think I could ? No way... Damn...

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There has been some time since I wanted to write about this, so here I am.
I really don't know why, but there are so many clips on songs that are some kind gay-themed. Many of them illustrate lesbians while the idea of 2 guys is ignored. There are many clips in which the girls are kissing each other or fighting (like wrestling between girls). This should make me happy, But on the other side I realize that people is hypocrite. So there is no problem in 2 girls are holding each other, hugging each other, kissing each other these days. It's perfectly normal. It might be hot for some dudes or even for some girls. But what if they were guys? They would have gone crazy that such kind of behavior is immoral, that it can't be shown on TV, don't you think?

I really don't want to fill this post with Youtube clips, but I'll name some:
I'll start with the Black Eyed Peas' clip:
Black Eyed Peas - I got a feeling (2:17,2:35,2:40)
Party, alcohol, music, girls. Wait, girls? Ok, what's next? Well, we find the perfect excuse! It's party, everyone gets drunk at parties so the kisses are ok.Oooook, next one.

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I'm sleepy. It's not like it matters anyway. I always write posts late in the night. And while school. The vacation has ended, back to school, back to reality. Perfect.

I enjoyed the small Easter holiday, but I have the odd impression that I can't write anymore. I have a post in Draft which has to be translated. But I think I can't share the right message in the form it is written right now. You might understand something I never wanted to, and that's not what I'd like to.

Oh, and if we're on topic. I really don't know why, but I have a natural "gift" of telling some things that can be totally misunderstood. There were plenty of times when I've saddened people I care of by saying stupid things. It's something I really don't like at me, because I'm responsible of what I'm saying.

I still have a lot to learn. I never doubt that. There are just thoughts I need to speak out loud to better understand and make them remain clear in my head. Didn't you ever said things out loud so you could memorize and better understand their meanings? To make them remain in your head?

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I was too lazy to write these days. And too ill to even try to keep in touch with someone.

Thursday: Desperately trying to find Soho club on Lipscani. Could not be found. I'm unable to find a fucking gay club. Shame on me.
Friday: Checked out a map! Found Soho. Yeee, I deserve a candy. Easter Cake and Taxis.
Saturday: Cats, air and kitchen. Mom must be proud of me. I helped her with the garlic and the composition for the Easter cake. Sleeping like a bear in the Resurrection's night. I didn't go to church. I'm such a non-Christian ...
Sunday: Woke up. Lost nothing, in fact I won a few hours of sleep. Knock, knock. And that's all. Family table. Oh and maaaany text-messages.
Monday and Tuesday: Ill. Don't ask.

Nevertheless, today (I mean yesterday), I went outside. That was after I realized I'm healthy enough to do that. Very happy, went outside, walked in the city. And as I decided, I started to write again.

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Why...

1.Do I always forget to include the "more" code in posts, and I always have to edit them quite a few times before they actually look decent? Because I'm ...not paying attention to it.

2.Do I always add toons and yaoi images on the blog instead of pictures with people. Because they are way cuter and because I don't wanna post pictures of people that got on the internet without their consent.

3.In the world did everyone vote "Yes" on the March poll? I mean, all 12 votes for Yes when I write such rubbish stuff? Meow.

4.Do I always change stuff on this blog? Because I wanna loose time and realize it's time to go to school and I haven't even started my homework. Or that it's 1:30 in the night while I'm still verifying lines of code.

5.I don't write anymore. I have a story to finish! I wanna finish it! I'm a lazy ass. I know I am.

6.Do I drop in Zelist? XD No answer could be found for this question!

7.Do I always check guys out in the bus, tramway, subway or in the streets? They are killing me.

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Yet another month ended. Nice, it was shinier and brighter than the last one. The walks in the parks have started, there have already been announced a couple of events in the following weeks and I've spent some pretty nice weekends this month while having fun. I've talked to a very special person to me also. Or, how the Lad says, I do have a social Life.

"Latest" news:

Fan made pic. I liked the tree. And Sasuke's ass.

• Ricky Martin is gay. What a surprise! Anyway, it's cool he came out. It's impossible to not know by now, the internet is full with this news. [Interesting reaction here]
• I've upgraded the template to version 2.0 Which means you won't see many differences anyhow, but there are some, including the rolling-over (new) Twitter and RSS Icon on the top bar.
• Fabulis becomes a very interesing place. I've decided to leave the project for now and see how things go. They promised to fix some confidentiality settings.
• Easter Day is coming. Meow.

Sleep for now. By the way, April is the Child Abuse Prevention Month. And no, this is not a joke.

P.S: Who has seen "I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry"? And what do you think about the movie?

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Just another day in the Impossibilities City. I-I mean no. This is the wrong speech. One thing's for sure: Today, 27th March is the Earth Hour.

If you want, turn off your lights. You're helping yourself too. I once said that i believe the world can be changed through small gestures. I think this small thing can help the Planet, and no matter if you believe in the Global Warming or not, and doing this doesn't cost you anything, why wouldn't you do it? In fact you're gonna pay less on your electricity bill.

And if we're still at the "Small gestures but with nice effects", there are 2 more things I'd like to warn you about. First is KitKat.

It’s quite simple. Nestle uses palm oil quite a lot in its products (KitKat is just one of them). The problem is that they are doing business on buying this palm oil with companies that practically do biological genocide by erasing rain-forests from the face of the earth. Moreover, they refuse to stop in doing business with those companies. And they are using censorship to try and stop videos like the one below from being seen by people.
Via: borderliner.ro

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A little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on. After his Mom dried her hands on an apron, she read it, and this is what it said:
For cutting the grass: $5.00
For cleaning up my room this week: $1.00
For going to the store for you: $0.50
Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping: $0.25
Taking out the garbage: $1.00
For getting a good report card: $5.00
For cleaning up and raking the yard: $2.00
Total owed: $14.75

Well, his mother looked at him standing there, and the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind. She picked up the pen, turned over the paper he’d written on, and this is what she wrote:
For the nine months I carried you while you were growing inside me:
No Charge.
For all the nights that I’ve sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you:
No Charge.
For all the trying times, and all the tears that you’ve caused through the years:
No Charge.
For all the nights that were filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead:
No Charge.
For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose:
No Charge.

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I'm checking the mobile phone. I can see what it's saying. Why in the world did I set that message for my screensaver? And why I didn't change it in 3 months?

Jesus, I have no idea. I knew what I was talking about when I said that I won't forget him that easy.

"I didn't forget you", a Rob from the past tells me. And that's the truth. Now, anything I feel I compare to what I felt back then. But I look forward to the sun which arises again to tell me there is still hope. I guess.

I'm writing this post without thinking about a theme or something. So don't expect to read something interesting.

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Here there are 2 videos I so damn like. The first one is so funny. Just hope you like it too. Don't forget to drop a comment below!

P.S.: I usually post these kind of things on my Tumblr. So maybe you'd like to check it out more often! You can find the link in the Sidebar.

Enjoy!

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A short summary of this week so far:
Lots and lots of tests. Lots! Tuesday was an interesting day. Wednesday, I don’t know how I did it, but I got an A in Maths. (I’m throwing a party, which one of you is coming?) Should I also tell you that I prepared for a pop-quiz that never took place anyway by scribbling my formulas-to-learn on the desk? This is how the Kiddo prepared himself for school…honestly, I couldn’t have made it in another way. Maybe, after all, Saint Patrick was a good charm for me, ey? And I should probably take on borderliner’s suggestion and buy myself a green t-shirt with and inscription reading “Kiss me, I’m Gay!” or something like that. XD

But Kiddu has been a bad boy. Not telling you how because he would ruin his image. Let’s just say he just used some not-so-fair tricks for a certain examination. He promises that next time he will get his ass to study instead of checking out blonde guys and sexy asses on the streets. (You didn’t read that, right?)

Then comes a contest in which Kiddo wants to pass onto the next phase ‘cause it’s really important for him to do so. It really is!

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St. Patrick Day isn't celebrated in Romania, but it is a very popular Irish holiday that really got me into it because of the Green, Luck and Clover.

I'm not gonna tell you much about it, you should know some things about it by know, if not there's a pic below with some details or you can anytime Google it.

If you'd like to celebrate it in Romania, there's a pub at University Square (Bucharest, Romania) named Charlatans which offers traditional Irish beer (which is Green). I like the idea, but since I don't drink alcohol I think the enthusiasm will work for me.

P.S.: Green is my second favorite color after Purple.

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What's Fabulis? Fabulis is a new site for gays, which promises something different. And it really got my attention. Why? Because it's not a dating site, but a socializing one, only it's for gay men. A site with latest gay news and other stuff like this.

Why do I promote it? Because their idea is nice and because they have a nice motto: Celebrate Life.

So if you're fed up of Romeo and trying to hook up with someone tomorrow night you could try socializing a bit and make some friends like you.

Oh, and if you like their clothes you can order some. Some of them are really, really nice.

Fabulis is launching soon, this spring.
Come! Dating is not everything.

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Shh, don't tell anyone what I'm going to tell you now, ok? So what's coming next is very boring because it's about me. And it's short. I'm not interesting anyway. Queer things about me:

• Sometimes I talk way too much. And too fast. 3 persons have told me that I'm talking way too fast.
• Sometimes I can come up with my own words. Who says I can't?
• I can talk in French and freak my colleagues out. And I can talk with different accents, and be a good confident. Can't I?
• I like to smile to people. But didn't you already knew that?
• Things that arouse me: Men in elegant outfits, uniforms, boxers or underwear, hair on men's legs, Cute faces, Sexy asses, blonde guys, self-sucking, incest (between brothers or father and son), hmm... hot kisses, (b)romance.
• I always try to sleep with 2 pillows: A soft one and a not-so-soft one. I sleep on the soft one while I hold the other one in my arms like hugging it.Oh, and I like to sleep without socks because when it's too cold I can get one of my feet out and enjoy warm and cool in the same time.

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It's the story that never ends. It has already become a cliché. But doesn't it happen to all of us in a way or another?

You see him everyday. You admire him, you dream about him, you want him. You're gay, he's straight - he's the person that always looks perfect for you, no matter how bad he looks. You'd like to talk to him even just for a second, but you don't have the guts to. You can't approach. He's always with his friends. and the thought that he's got a girlfriend totally ruins your will.

Some time ago you saluted him and he happily answered to you. You've turned around and left being ultra-happy that you've got an answer.

Somehow you managed to get closer to him, and now you're a good friend of him. But you still don't have the guts to step to the next phase. You can tell by his face that he's happy with his girlfriend and your mind tells you he deserves the best, and you might not be it. You realize it's not worth to end this friendship this way.

But one day something happens. He's sad. You're there for him and you try to cheer him up when all of his friends have already left for doing something else. It's probably the moment when he realizes how much you care about him.

You tell him everything's gonna be alright. A friendly hug then a light between your eyes - the fire is burning you when he's holding you in his arms. But does he feel the same? A kiss then he runs away without looking back.

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Because I like kittens and cats, and because they are cute and borderliner loves them and so does Lillee I've decided to post some things about cats. Or not. I could show you.

I love cats and kittens, ok?
Because they are cuuuuute, and they come to you and cheers you up in no time. Luckily I've received an article this morning by newsletter which shows 30 unusual things we don't know about cats.

Here are some:

• A cat is able to recognize its master walk from a distance of 100 meters.
• Cats can distinguish human voice and tone. They can also distinguish when we yell at them or praise them or when we're either sad or gay.
• They spen almost 30% of their lives licking and taking care of themselves.
• Cats adore to sleep on paper because it's soft and warm.

English
I know it's been awhile, I apologize if you've been waiting for this post (pointing at Lillee). I hoped I could gather more questions, but I think they are enough.

So let's start with the questions from my dear friend, and I'm not talking about you Budi, but Lillee:

In a gay relationship, I don't know if it's correct or not, hope you won't mind, is there a masculine person and a feminine one? You get my point. If I said a stupid thing... please don't laugh.

Lillee, I think it's obvious I'm more mature than that. There's no reason I should laugh for. No worries. It's hard to answer this question. Because there are different types of people in this world. First off, I shall start by saying there are either only feminine parts (Lesbian relationships), or masculine parts (homosexual relationships), this just to clarify the meaning of the word Gay. It's important to know it's used for both types of relationships. It's important to know that both persons share the same sex. It's not like one fucks and the other one pretends to be the woman XD.

Now, there are people (between men) that prefer to be Tops or Actives, you can figure it out why, some prefer to be Bottoms or Passive, but there are also some who prefer both that are called Versatile. Nevertheless, the Bottom doesn't play the feminine role in the sexual act. He is a man as well as the Top is. In fact, there would've been no point to call it a gay relationship if one pretended to be a woman, don't you think? But there are also people who don't enjoy sex and they have a relation based just on their love. This situation might be frequent to old people. The main idea is that there are either 2 men or 2 women and there's no such thing as masculine or feminine person in a relationship.

Still, there are people who consider themselves women even in they have a penis or vice versa that are called Trans-gender that might consider themselves that feminine person you were talking about... There are endless possibilities. I simply can't talk about each person. Everyone has different opinions, behaviors. I hope this helps you make an idea about the roles in a MM gay relationship.[You can check the clip at the end of the English part of this post.]

Next question:
Are you one hundred percent sure about your sexuality? Is there any chance of it to change in the future? Do you have any doubt about it?

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Oh really now, it was sunny yesterday, right now it's snowing like crap. I know whose fault is. But I won't tell you.

Let's just shoo winter and bring the Sun where it belongs. I've went outside and took some photos some days ago. [I know there aren't many, but I hope you like them]

Românã
Pe bune acum, ieri a fost soare, azi ninge de rupe. Stiu cine e de vinã! Dar nu vã spun :D.

Dar ca sã alungãm iarna cea friguroasã si sã reinstaurãm Soarele la loc de cinste, eu am iesit acum x zile de am fãcut poze. Si ia sã vedeti voi ce a iesit. [Stiu cã nu sunt multe, însã sper sã vã placã.]

Enjoy the gallery!

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After I've freaked you out with this post, I think it's the right time to write something a bit funnier.

I really have no idea how shall I call her anymore, because she always changes her sexy yet scary creature name so I'll just say it. Ex-Budincã (Pudding), ex-Mere Verzi (Green Apples) ex-Hazelnut/Gingerbread for a word, ex-CupCake Attack, the actual Morcovi cu Zahãr (Carrots with Sugar) deserves my all gratitude for every moment when she was pissing me off for being late when we were meeting, every moment when she was creeping me in all those bookstores and when we were laughing stupidly at books, moments when I was so wishing to hug her, and when she was holding a dumb puppy face at me. Or when we went to see Paranormal Activity, or when we hugged people this winter. Or when we walked in the park and I did it with that "sucking" thing.

Oh, creature. I owe you so much. Especially the fact that I did not read Amerika (by Kafka) but instead I've read The Metamorphosis. Or the fact that because of you now I like Anime. Do you remember when we both went to Serendipity Tea and did nothing at all because the teahouse was closed. Or when we went to Pizza Hut and I've broken the plate of our Earl Grey with Honey and Milk Tea Cup? Or when we both went to check for monsters hamsters that eat humans are nocturne creatures. Or when we ate Sushi and Rice with... something at the mall.

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Last night I've came across an interesting image. I don't wanna discuss much about it... you can figure it out by yourself that it represents a gay men stereotype which according to, all of them are effeminate. It's still funny.

I don't believe in right ways and wrong ways to do stuff. There are many possibilities to do things in different ways. It's just that we are so fucking good to tag things of being normal, not normal, stupid, wrong, right, correct, weird.

Conclusion: Make sure you walk this way! Don't move your hips, otherwise you're gay, are we clear?